Where do I find God when I can’t seem to find Him?
I somehow have misplaced Him and feel empty and desperate for Him. Like a feeling a mother might have when her child is momentarily lost in a crowd. Sometimes trying to find God is like trying to find a needle in a haystack. Is God really not near me? Has He abandoned me?
Why can’t I find Him?
No I believe He is always near me… Rather it is God that is the haystack I am trying to sift through. He is so close that I can’t see Him. I seem to look right through Him not able to see how close He really is to me. He experiences each heart beat, each emotion I feel and
each moment that I exist.
I am patiently shown by God that He is the beautiful river the runs through the valley floor or looking at me though the eyes of my newborn grandson. But even more interestingly He is found within my very being. He comforts and is found in me as He lives through all my sufferings, all my joys and the life that I am. All I really have to do to find Him is to be “still”. It is there in the stillness He moves and fills me with His ever present love. There He lets me know that He sees me for He is the precious one that is my perfect love story.
Deuteronomy 31:8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." NIV