Sometimes I struggle to find you Lord.
I get on my knees and reach as far as I think I Possibly can for you within my most inner being.
It’s a needy feeling like when I have lost my car keys wondering and looking all over the house for them. I keep searching and finely there you are and behold I have found you o precious one.
I now reflect on another feeling like coming home from a long road trip and my little child sees my car pulling in the driveway. The pure joy I see on her face is also reflected in mine. Rushing towards one another we embrace and momentarily become one in the happiness and complete joy found in the unity of love for each other.
When I find Him, I experience His holy presence as it rushes into my presence. We have found each other in a special place that is difficult to describe with mere words. But rather I find the mixing of the two to become one in the deepest love we have for one another.
Then it hits me… was I the one seeking Him in the first place or was it He that was seeking me?
Was He the one seeking me first is my question?
Was it you o precious Father that was saying here I am, I am here!
Yes son I am here and can be found right now.
Was it then at that moment I had a yearning to find Him as He called for me.
However it works it’s amazing that the two of us can enter into the oneness of each other. How the creator can perfectly mesh with the created in the vastness of time and space both in the physical and spiritual. He lifts me into His splendor, wonder and joy as He embraces me in our shared presence.
I get on my knees and reach as far as I think I Possibly can for you within my most inner being.
It’s a needy feeling like when I have lost my car keys wondering and looking all over the house for them. I keep searching and finely there you are and behold I have found you o precious one.
I now reflect on another feeling like coming home from a long road trip and my little child sees my car pulling in the driveway. The pure joy I see on her face is also reflected in mine. Rushing towards one another we embrace and momentarily become one in the happiness and complete joy found in the unity of love for each other.
When I find Him, I experience His holy presence as it rushes into my presence. We have found each other in a special place that is difficult to describe with mere words. But rather I find the mixing of the two to become one in the deepest love we have for one another.
Then it hits me… was I the one seeking Him in the first place or was it He that was seeking me?
Was He the one seeking me first is my question?
Was it you o precious Father that was saying here I am, I am here!
Yes son I am here and can be found right now.
Was it then at that moment I had a yearning to find Him as He called for me.
However it works it’s amazing that the two of us can enter into the oneness of each other. How the creator can perfectly mesh with the created in the vastness of time and space both in the physical and spiritual. He lifts me into His splendor, wonder and joy as He embraces me in our shared presence.
John 14:17 The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you. NIV
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